1. Introduction

2. The First Disconnection

3. Mortality

4. Introduction to the Sea

5. The Second Disconnection

6. The Third Disconnection

7. Jihad

8. Space

9. Leave Home (Ten Years Later)

10. Reunite, Restore Dignity

11. Restore the Dignity Lost

12. Reclaim the Galley

13. Prepare to Launch

14. Floating On The Sea, In Thought

15. Steinbeckian Marina

16. Isocyanate

17. Dawn

18. Assemble the Rig

19. Calypso

20. Rebecca

21. From Salt to Silver

22. Questions

23. The Water Voyage Begins

24. Identity mirrors

25. Seduction

26. The Last Night

27. The Storm

28. Disconnect from Another Life

29. Sea Lion Dwelling

30. Liquid Ice Sunset

31. Red Wine

32. In Love with Sadness

33. Strange Beauty

34. Grand Canyon

35. Change of Music, Change of Mood

36. Unconditional Companions

37. First Night Begins

38. Re-channel the Pain

39. First Refuge / Gateway to Sleep

40. Crying

41. Fear of the Mighty Point

42. Love and Belonging: Maslow

43. The Choice

44. Onshore, the Spell is Broken

45. Time Shift

46. Now We are We

47. F~I²t/d²

48. Autonomy

49. Dream a Lifetime of Paintings

50. Death Dream

51. Eyes of the Clock

52. Second Refuge

53. The Day Before Leaving the United States

54. Depart San Diego, Leave The United States

55. Keep Sailing

56. Trying to Let Go

57. Be a Man

58. Smoke

59. Fear of Change

60. Squid and Storms

61. Find the Answer Yourself

62. The Perfect Day

63. Radio

64. Rock and Read

65. Noise Patrol: Deck Creak, Cover Squeak, Sail Slam, Dolphin Clamor

66. Out of Wind

67. Daily Download

68. VHF Animal

69. Night of Tortures

70. Clean Bottom

71. Near Collision

72. Wearing Out

73. Arrive Cabo

74. Cabo Customs

75. Plan the Return Home … to where?

76. Cabo Sunset

77. Lusty dream

78. The Smell of Land

79. Reading Style

80. GMT

81. No Place for Anger to Land

82. Stuff

83. Self Encouragement / Self Torture

84. The Death of Two Lovers

85. Control

86. Slow Days

87. Sail Shape

88. Big Seas

89. Zeus is Sick

90. Celestial and Psychic Whereabouts

91. Psychological Survival

92. Sounds

93. Sense of Doom

94. Moderation

95. Yellow Fin

96. Crew Rebellion

97. Pre-death Limbo

98. Navigational Coconuts & Animal Transport

99. Easier to be Insane

100. Peeing onto whom?

101. Libation

102. Mutiny

103. Lethal Habits

104. Death in the Family

105. Steering Record

106. Improbability Drive

107. Party of One

108. Zihuatanejo

109. Happy Thoughts Beyond Entropy

110. Laminar Flow and Sail Fiddle

111. The Green Flash

112. A Day in the Life

113. The Tehuantepec

114. Trying to be Patient

115. Hope

116. Closer to Tehuantepec

117. Wrong Thinking

118. Happy Survival Thoughts, Arrival

119. The Killing

120. Puerto Mud

121. Whale

122. Papagayo

123. Crank Along

124. Wall of Blackness and Fire

125. Fires of a New Dimension

126. Aries Rebuild

127. Telepathy

128. Foods I Eat

129. Boredom

130. Hitchhiker

131. Black and White Photo

132. Arrival Business: Panama

133. Mickey

134. The Mitzie Temptation

135. Pre-Transit Chaos

136. The Canal

137. Gatun

138. Atlantic

139. Float Downstream

140. San Blas & Cuna

141. Confidence in Question

142. Breaking and Dying: Pay Now

143. Breaking, 1: Hysterical

144. Cartagena

145. Breaking, 2: Out of Control

146. Already Dead?

147. Breaking, 3: Thoughts of gloom

148. Reconnecting

149. Annihilation

150. The Speed of Speech

151. That Which You Create

152. The Weather

153. Time

154. Mortal Reality (In spite of the spiritual Renaissance)

155. Close to Home

156. Caribbean Rain without Mirrors

157. Road Kill

158. Anger, Argue and Contrary Current

159. Special Magic

160. Cloak of Cuna

161. Broken Shaft

162. Sands of Time

163. Travel, Standing Still

164. Silence

165. Believe

166. After word :The drive to tell the tale

167. Rain

168. Limited Reality

169. Explanation